feeling the need to act like an extrovert

Theres also a large party scene at my school and its known for being a party-school, so I found myself trying to portray that image, but in my heart I'm a homebody, introvert. I would act like I went to parties, I drink, I go to clubs, all of that, but reality was I preferred to be home, I can't handle my alcohol so I don't drink too much, I'm not the most frequent cannabis user. I felt very out of place, even the Asians at my school were in the party scene.

- anonymous 17